Although it would be nice to be independently wealthy and free from financial responsibility, I must confess that it is not going to happen.
My dreams of course will always take second place to reality of my life having been born without a fortune.
Some of these dreams are to compose a grand symphony on the scale of Beethoven’s.
Write a comic opera one of the main characters in this production will be a member of the clan of heaving boosem
My life has taken a different route, I began to feel a few years ago that although I had been aware of events of my life I literally slept through many of the early years (that’s how I explained it to myself but a better term would be my reason to reason was adversely affected. Thus many disisions that we’re made we’re the wrong ones.)
I now find myself at the advanced age faced with problems that should have been sorted out a long time ago.
Here are all the facts.
1.) I do not own a home the house in which I live belongs jointly to my wife and her brothers.
2.) I have always wanted to write novels and stories that make people think and so they can enjoy them and remember them for the rest of their lives.
(This I cannot do because keeping the hyena from the door is a full time job.)
3.) Currently two of my immediate family members are facing some really scary health problems, looking after their needs and the needs of my grandchildren come first and take priority over everything else.
4.) The cost of transporting my loved ones to the day clinic over the last 3 weeks has fast depleted our little bit of saving, not sure how we are going to do this for another six months.
4.) I have effectively long passed my sell by date and have recently passed my use before date.